eleventh.

if i were to just disappear, would anyone even care?

i saw this post once where is says that reblog it when you need someone to talk to. i need someone to talk to.. but the problem is i don’t talk.. i write some of it down instead. i tried to talk about it but i still just can’t open up, even if you’re my bestfriend since i was 6, i won’t talk to you about this stuff. i was raised bottling most of my feelings inside and just smiling it out everyday. even at night, when people like me would cry just to let some of it out, i didn’t. i would watch late night tv instead and just let my mind wander and let my eyes tire out and fall asleep.

i’ve been like this for around 8 years now.

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