April 2012
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fifteen.
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most depressed/suicidal people won’t ask for help.
mostly, we’ll just wait for something or someone to help us.
i’m just waiting…
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fourteen.
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i feel like i’m not accomplishing anything.
i started this blog to vent, but i can’t even continue on doing that. i know nobody reads this, but i still can’t just open up and write it down. writing it down just makes me remember how empty my life is.
i just really really want to feel something other than this sadness.
January 2012
5 posts
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thirteen.
im tired. im just so tired…
but i’ll keep up with my fight..
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twelfth.
starting the year with suicidal thoughts. i thought i was over this shit. music can only saves me for so long.
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eleventh.
if i were to just disappear, would anyone even care?
i saw this post once where is says that reblog it when you need someone to talk to. i need someone to talk to.. but the problem is i don’t talk.. i write some of it down instead. i tried to talk about it but i still just can’t open up, even if you’re my bestfriend whom may i have known all my life, i won’t talk to you...
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tenth.
when you have no idea what to do with your life and you just sit by the computer and tumblr.
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ninth.
one of the times i’m thinking of wanting to disappear in this world.
December 2011
9 posts
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eighth.
second year of not celebrating christmas cause i’m in a foreign country and don’t have anybody.
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sixth.
it is stupid to have expectations.
people don’t live for your expectations. events won’t happen based on your expectations. love won’t arrive and come about because of expectations. life just won’t fall all accordingly to your expectations.
if you want to expect, expect failure. so when you succeed, its twice as worth it.
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“When I was a kid, I always wanted the power to stop time. But now that I’m...”
– Me
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fourth.
making full use of my “momento” app.
trying to fill it with everything i did and remember for this year. december and november is almost finished. so its down from october to january. good luck with that.
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third.
today it rained. i love the rain. i love the sound of rain. i love the cold air the rain brings. i love mostly everything about the rain.
except getting wet.
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second.
Joshua Radin is playing the Hollywood Palladium tonight.
i have this weird thing about shooting a Joshua Radin concert, it’s that i don’t want shoot it. i’ve always wanted to attend his concert and just sit, or lay down if possible, and just close my eyes and listen. maybe a bottle of alcohol by my side for when he sing my favorite songs of his. and this would be more superb if...
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first.