January 2012
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thirteen.
im tired. im just so tired…
but i’ll keep up with my fight..
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twelfth.
starting the year with suicidal thoughts. i thought i was over this shit. music can only saves me for so long.
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eleventh.
if i were to just disappear, would anyone even care?
i saw this post once where is says that reblog it when you need someone to talk to. i need someone to talk to.. but the problem is i don’t talk.. i write some of it down instead. i tried to talk about it but i still just can’t open up, even if you’re my bestfriend since i was 6, i won’t talk to you about this stuff. i...
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tenth.
when you have no idea what to do with your life and you just sit by the computer and tumblr.
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ninth.
one of the times i’m thinking of wanting to disappear in this world.
December 2011
11 posts
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eighth.
second year of not celebrating christmas cause i’m in a foreign country and don’t have anybody.
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seventh.
Just did my first job interview for the day. It lasted 9 mins. Yeah, I timed it. Hahaha. At least now my heart stopped pounding. I think I did good. Only time will tell. -_-
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sixth.
it is stupid to have expectations.
people don’t live for your expectations. events won’t happen based on your expectations. love won’t arrive and come about because of expectations. life just won’t fall all accordingly to your expectations.
if you want to expect, expect failure. so when you succeed, its twice as worth it.
fifth.
Today, i feel like such a lucky bastard. Thank you ticket contest gods.
Just won two contest for the same event. I now have 4 tickets to see my favorite band. And I gave 3 of them away to people. I feel like Santa giving the gift of Andrew today. Hahaha.
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“When I was a kid, I always wanted the power to stop time. But now that I’m...”
– Me
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fourth.
making full use of my “momento” app.
trying to fill it with everything i did and remember for this year. december and november is almost finished. so its down from october to january. good luck with that.
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third.
today it rained. i love the rain. i love the sound of rain. i love the cold air the rain brings. i love mostly everything about the rain.
except getting wet.
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second.
Joshua Radin is playing the Hollywood Palladium tonight.
i have this weird thing about shooting a Joshua Radin concert, it’s that i don’t want shoot it. i’ve always wanted to attend his concert and just sit, or lay down if possible, and just close my eyes and listen. maybe a bottle of alcohol by my side for when he sing my favorite songs of his. and this would be more superb if...
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first.
ok. so i was going to start this next year but what the heck. might as well start it now.
this is my very public yet personal journal. i’m hoping to start writing things again and really start a blog, not just a common tumblr blog with mostly reblogged stuffs. so here’s to that.
excuse my grammar and spelling, english isn’t my native language.